Wow, didn't quite expect this repsonse I'm feeling quite overwhelmed!
Thank you all sooo much for your comments and offers of friendship which I have of course accepted. I'm not sure whether to laugh or cry.
I don't know about writing a book, barra and jimbo, never been good at that sort of thing just gabble on about whats been happening but you never know perhaps someone will see this and write it for me and make me famous

In fact I feel like a bit of a star now
Been feeling depressed all day. To add insult to injury I thought I'd weigh myself this morning, thinking oh well at least I must have lost some weight following my hard work and embarrassing experiences but to my horror I found I had actually put on 2lb, how the hell did that happen?
I suppose may be I must have spent too much time in the gym restaurant, but I thought carrot cake and cereal bars are ok aren't they? I did most of the time have a smoothie with them although on occassions treated myself to a hot chocolate, after all I had been working hard in the gym, the marshmallows and whipped cream can't be that bad surely?
So not a good start to the day and things didn't get any better at work with Narky Nora No Knickers (the boss) on fine form all day. I hate my job at the best of times best she just makes it impossible making out like I'm a useless school leaver. I thought working in a law firm would be like all like legally blond or allie Mc beale or at least have a few decent men around. But no its dealing with land registry forms typing out boring letters telling poeple about their boring house sales dictated by the woman from hell. There are no men under 50 and they all think they are o so clever and important.
So came home today feeling really sorry for myself and afraid to say bought some chocolate hobnobs and and a really guey chocolate cake and have been stuffing myself silly all night. Then I log on here and see all your lovelly comments and feel so guilty, feel like I've let you all down
Thank you so much you've really cheered me up.
Not quite sure what to do now don't think I can face going back to the gym

Any suggestions?