Hi all

Tomorrow is the day for me. I am up to my eyes in debt, I am counting every penny but still manage to find money for cigarettes. I am ashamed of myself. I have a 9 month old baby, who I would do anything for but it's taken me this long to admit that if it wasn't for my smoking habit I could spend more on him, not that he goes without but we are living in a flat and would love to move to a house with a garden but cannot afford the rent. If I give up smoking that would give us probably around an extra £100.00 per month and if I give up maybe my husband will too and then we'll have an extra £200.00 per month which is loads of money. I'm horrified at how much we spend on cigarettes, when all we do is worry about money!! Anyway tomorrow is the day. I've tried loads of times before and always gone back to it but what better incentive than a gorgeous baby boy who is the best thing in my life. So please wish me luck. It's going to be tough!