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Old 16-03-08, 16:53
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Default Re: Alex Quits, Continued.

Well thats eight weeks done and dusted

I had a dream (nightmare) the other night that I had started smoking again. I was SO angry with myself when I woke up, could have kicked myself all around the house.

I have to admit that the pressure does seem to build the longer you have been off. I know it's just my mind telling me that 'It's easy, you could do this any time you want to, you don't have to do it at the moment' But I do have to do it NOW and I wont fail.

I think I preferred dealing with the addiction rather than fighting with my mind !!! I've never understood that thing anyway

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