Re: Alex Quits, Continued.
Well thats eight weeks done and dusted
I had a dream (nightmare) the other night that I had started smoking again. I was SO angry with myself when I woke up, could have kicked myself all around the house.
I have to admit that the pressure does seem to build the longer you have been off. I know it's just my mind telling me that 'It's easy, you could do this any time you want to, you don't have to do it at the moment' But I do have to do it NOW and I wont fail.
I think I preferred dealing with the addiction rather than fighting with my mind !!! I've never understood that thing anyway
Lex
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Allan Carr is my hero.
Stopped smoking on the 1st of Oct. 2007.
Slight relapse end of Jan/early Feb, Back on track, thank goodness
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